So life has been...well..life changing. All I can say is that I am learning. I am putting my hand on the plow and moving forward. Change I must be...Change I must have...Change I am.
I have been in a whirlwind of being Discipline, Accountable and a place of Surrender these past few months. My relationship with Jesus is changing...my Love for Him is growing. You know, I've always desired to be in some type of intense discipleship training, one year I almost went to one, but since the beginning of January it has felt to me as though I'm in my own "discipleship training program". Funny huh?
Here is just a piece of some of things that has taken place within the last month or two.....
I remember one morning, I woke up at 4:30 A.M....yeah...tell me about it. I woke up and I remember my pastor telling us "if you wake up at an unusual time and you're wide awake God's trying to get your attention and tell you something." So I asked..."God...what is it?"..."speak to me"...no answer. come 5:00A.M...."GOD...you woke me up...is there something you want to say"... still no answer. I was beginning to wonder if I should just fall back asleep. I couldn't. So I popped in my headphones and decided to just worship. I searched my play list and randomly picked a song. As I began to listen to the words of this song...HE SPOKE...and He simply just said..."I just want to Love on you"...my room immediately filled with His presence and His love rained on me as I worshipped Him. Needless to say I'm glad I waited.
When I was younger, my sister and I would sometimes wake up early in the morning and we would run in to my mom's room and get in bed with her to just talk and laugh, she would love on us. Eventually we'll fall back asleep...only to be woken up by the smell of pancakes for breakfast! :)
This time it was my heavenly Father who woke me up just to love on me, only to fall back asleep in His loving and healing arms. Then of course we had some pancakes :)
Today, let God's love melt on you today...then make yourself some pancakes. hehehe
How Great is His LOVE!
1 comment:
awww....that was my birthday...sweet moments with the Lord are always so refreahing. Even if it is at 4:30 in the morning. :) Carey
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